aka my blog where i talk about whatever the fuck. will be updated whenever i want
20/03/24
entry number fifteen. hi! i recently bought my first ever dslr camera! :)! its an old secondhand one but im a noob at this so i think its fine. I bought a canon eos 500d. its pretty fun to use! i took some photos today while i was out and about. i took some indoors too, i put two of them in my
gallery.(the joy division poster and sailor moon fig ones) but uh yeah!! im happy for myself which is a relief. uh im also trying out some rendering stuffs in procreate. its hard. very hard. i also tried to animate again (badly) in toonsquid. I have huge and i mean ginormous respect to people who can animate, it is fuckinnnnggggg hard.
so aside from that what else is new in this world well stardew valley's 1.6 update came out!!! i haven't played it yet myself but it looks suuuper good. now i wait for the update to come out on switch cause my best farm is on it ahhaha. i notice i tend to post on this every month or so im sorry. theres also a NG meetup happening in may sooo im hoping i can go! idk if ill like, stay in dublin for a night or some shit but nyeah. woo. also ive noticed that discord image links are broken so ugghhh ill have to find somewhere else to host my images. its so dumb. anyways see u.
26/02/24
entry number fourteen. you may or may not have noticed i deleted a bunch of my past entries. i did this so i could have an archive of my site on my desktop, and plus i feel like i have a tendency to overshare sigh. anyway splatoon 3's side order came out 4 days ago, it's very fun. i've only beaten the tower so far with the luna blaster. im still making art but not as much. i have an appointment for my neurodivergency(or whatever it is) on friday so gr8. im so nervous for it, im hoping i wont get too scared to speak as always.
17/01/24
entry number thirteen. hello once again...... not much news from me (as always) but i like to update my blog when i can as a way to let out my thoughts and feelings. im in the process of getting HOPEFULLy an official clinical pyschologist. about damn time too. ive suspected that i- no i know for a fact i have mental issues to put it bluntly. whether thats neurodivergency or something else time will tell. i've always suspected i have like, autism, adhd or bpd or whatever. i dont know why im so afraid to get help, like i was so overwhelmed i had to take an hour almost to compose myself because god i nearly started crying in public on the bench. im so embarrassing. ugh. i learned about this app called notion though and i now use it to store notes for my ocs :0. i would love to share my ideas and designs and whatever to the world but im so self concious about shit. like id post it then i would regret posting it and delete it an hour later. why am i like this uhghghhhhh. theres nothing even wrong with my stuff. why cant i just be normal. anyway i think its about time i eat. i havent ate in nearly a full day now. so until then bye bye
